If The Trees Could Talk

The task had been set for weeks. No longer could I wrestle with the conflicted emotions in my head.

Today had to be the day.

No more stalling...

No more waiting and hoping He might change His mind.

Though this task was not something completely foreign to me, this time would be different.

This task would push the limits of my exhibitionism. 


At first, I can only hear the sound of my heartbeat thumping wildly in my ears. Despite the fear clutching in my chest, I slowly remove all my clothes and stand completely exposed amongst the trees.

Then, off in the distance, I hear the soothing roll of thunder.

I begin to focus on the rustle of leaves dancing in the wind.

I try to relax, savoring the feel of a warm summer breeze caressing every inch of my skin.

Crouched down and leaning back against the rough bark of a pine tree, I touch myself, just one of the parts of me that is yours.

Even though my mind is still on alert, still somewhat worried that someone might see, my body is already on the edge.

As I get closer, I can focus only on you and my all consuming need.

My desperate need to do what pleases you, because in the end, that's the only thing that matters..  

You may not be close enough to hear but I whisper into the wind, "Daddy, may I please".

Resolutions

I hope everyone celebrated the start to the New Year in whatever way made you happy.  We enjoyed a night out to dinner and a movie without the kids.  There were no end of the year fireworks except the ones going off outside in the neighborhood but that's ok.  After looking at the list of "resolutions" Master handed me at dinner, I was thankful for a night of vanilla to prepare for what starts today.

Personally, I don't believe in making resolutions.  If I am convicted enough to do something or change something about myself, I feel that is something I can do anytime of the year.  And quite honestly, some of the things on this list I don't even want to do.  So that would not make them resolutions but "tasks" rather.  Anyway, I am arguing semantics that aren't really important.  What's important is now I have certain expectations on top of my already established ones.

2014 "Resolutions"

1) Post a photo on Fet once a week (pose of His choosing)

2) Wear red everyday while on my period (so He knows when I am available and when I am not)

3) Everyday that I am not on my period, I must keep something in my pussy all day

4) Every Friday and Saturday night, I must wear the butterfly vibrator while I sleep (or apparently try to sleep)

5) There will be 3-15 VERY intense weekend training sessions, designed to break me down and build me up over the coming year.

6) Join a gym and train there consistently.

7) During the warmer months, maintain a tan, spray or sun doesn't matter.

8) Once a week, I will bring Master something to spank me with.  I am to kneel in front of Him with the implement extended and ask me to thoroughly punish my ass, understanding that I will be shown little mercy once He begins.  He may choose to dismiss me without punishment but either way I am to immediately go masturbate to orgasm afterwards and let Him know when I am done.

9) Same as #6 except this time I am to ask for my whore's pussy to be spanked, understanding that I will be tied down with my legs pulled back towards my head and I will be shown little mercy once He begins.  Again, He may choose not to spank me but either way I am to immediately go masturbate to orgasm afterwards and let Him know when I am done.

10) This one I would rather keep private for the time being


OK...so maybe I am not perfect:)

11) Wash the cars in short-shorts and a light color tube top this summer, no matter who is around.

Won't the neighbors be thrilled!

12)  Reach out and begin cultivating friendships with other women and try to meet with them once a month

13) Get back to attending local munches

Some of these aren't so bad, but some of them I really don't look forward to.  Luckily, I just clarified with Him that these are to begin the first full week of January.  So I have a small reprieve until Monday! 

If it could only be this simple...:)


Wishing you all a Happy and Kinky New Year! 

 

       

Promises Made for an Orgasm

This was my birthday weekend and a busy one indeed.  If you read my last post "Frustration Through Orgasm Denial", you should know that I was on orgasm restriction all last week.  I had been tormented and brought to the edge constantly.  Thankfully, Master finally allowed me what I so needed and wanted yesterday before I hurt anyone too badly...LOL! 

However, Master pointed out that it was not because I had earned it.  You see, I had missed Master's Saturday and Sunday morning blowjobs (refer to My Rules page).  It was because I didn't want to do it.  Life just kept getting in the way all weekend.  I knew being busy was not an excuse and I didn't even try to argue like I might have in the past.

I had so been looking forward to finally being fucked and releasing my pent up frustrations but this wasn't going to happen so easily.  To make up for my missed tasks, Master wouldn't fuck me until I convinced Him how badly I needed to come.  I was to lay out exactly what I would do this week in exchange for an orgasm...and it had to be GOOD!  He lay there quite a while letting me worship His cock while I threw out just about every humiliating thing I could think of to do to myself.  Every idea was met with "OK" but He wanted more.  I knew that one of the things He will soon have me do is to find a lonely man in a bar, let him buy me a drink, and then repay him with a blowjob.  Just the idea of this stirs a bit of anxiety in me, but I went ahead and begged for it...and so many other things.  By the time He was satisfied with my offerings, I thought to myself, "WOW...this is a really expensive orgasm!".  But I knew better than to say anything or risk being on restriction for at least a week longer. 

In the end, Master wanted to see just how far I was willing to go.  Since He plans for this week to be physically challenging enough, I will be fulfilling all my promises but not all in this week.  However, I will be sucking cock tonight and tomorrow night to make up for the two I missed but will do so gladly:)