Sunday, October 27, 2013


After my mouth was well used by our visitor, Master and I were finally left alone in the hotel room and thoughts immediately began to bombard my mind.

Oh god...was He upset?

Had I done everything He expected?

Had I done too much...not enough?

I could barely look at Him at first, for fear that I would see hurt or disappointment on His face.  We talked for several minutes while He walked around the room putting away all of the toys.  It was obvious that He had some of His own thoughts and emotions to process.  He admitted to me in a later conversation that this experience pushed His boundaries as much as it did mine and while He was  prepared for me to enjoy it, He was caught a little of guard by how receptive I became in the heat of the moment.

With all the toys finally put away, He walked over to me sitting on the edge of bed and held my chin so that my eyes met His.

You did everything I asked.  You have nothing to feel bad about or to worry about.

He undressed and laid down on the bed, inviting me to join Him.  I couldn't wait to devour every inch of Him, taste Him, have Him in my mouth and inside of me.

Since this experience was a first for both us, I don't know if it's a natural part of the process but this overwhelming feeling came over me.  I wanted (no...NEEDED) Him to make me His again.

As I knelt on the bed between His legs, He began the process of reclaiming what was His.  After worshiping His cock for a while, He demanded to know if I enjoyed having two dicks in my mouth in the same day, His voice stern and cold.   I could only moan and nod my head, yes.

Several minutes later when He began fucking me, I couldn't help but notice His eyes were as hard and cold as His voice.  He started calling me a "worthless whore" and insisted that I lie there with my mouth gaping open while mocked me for how slutty it was.  The more He degraded me, the wetter and hotter my pussy got. 

You know you still aren't allowed to cum.  Tell me why!

Because I am being punished for cumming without permission, Sir.

Thinking to myself, how after all this can He still deny me?  I wanted to be mad at what He was saying but I couldn't.

He must have felt and been by pleased my inner resignation and acceptance because He stopped and propped Himself up above me, our bodies still one.  His eyes and voice now softer.

You know there is NOTHING that you could ever do to make me stop loving you...

You are mine and you will always be mine... 

I want to feel you have most certainly earned your it!

These words set me on fire and almost immediately, all of the excitement of the day released as my orgasm washed over me in wave after wave.

No matter what, my heart, body, and soul will always belong to Him. 






  1. Oh, i was so nervous to start reading this! i would have had the same questions running through my mind. But the ending was definitely worth it! Thanks for a great read!

    1. I am glad you liked it. Thank you so much for reading it:)

  2. I think its great you both grew from this. how did you feel afterwards? has it even hit you yet? That is my biggest concern/fear. I'm sure I'll be in the moment. It's my mental and emotional well being afterwards that scares me.

    How in the heck did you hold your orgasm through all of that? Thank you for sharing all of this with us.

    1. I am thankful to you for reading it:)

      Honestly, it hasn't affected me or us in the slightest. I think writing it all out has helped. I got entirely too worked up just reliving it through my writing.

      Got a question for you to think about if this is something that you and your Sir are considering. Is it something that you have fantasized about or been curious about yourself? Or is it something you are considering doing just for him? I think that would play a big part in how you handle the afterwards.

      I am somewhat used to having to hold my orgasms...although my next post is about just the opposite. If you don't mind, I will probably link one of your posts in mine.

  3. link away. ill answer the other in a bit. let me really think about it.

  4. I think a lot of us have, tried to, put ourselves in your shoes while reading through this and we've worried how you would take it and what it might do to your relationship (it's obvious that was on your mind too) but I think part of that worry starts because we wonder what it would do to us.

    I know that it is not this way for everyone, if it was we would all be doing it, but I think the way you described the whole experience was... perfect. I loved that you shared how He prepared you for this and the aftercare; two EXTREMELY important factors, I think. I did enjoy the middle too, of course ;)

    Thanks for sharing and, again, I am so happy for you.

    1. I could give you a big hug right now:) This is really such a sweet comment and observation.

      I admit, there was some worry about what it could do to us. But to be honest, we have been to hell and back in our 20 years together and it has made us strong and solid as a couple. If there was any worry that it would truly damage us, I don't think either of us could have ever entertained the idea.

      I know this isn't for everyone and I certainly respect that each couple's journey is their own. There is no right or wrong way...only what works for you. You don't know how much it means to me that I can talk about all this openly without any fear of judgement. Worry...maybe but

      We don't have many people to talk when we embark on this adventure and I love you all for reading and sharing a glimpse into mine. I am thankful to have and be a part of this awesome support group of ladies while we all try to find our way:)

  5. Beautiful. You reached a new dimension of you sub space.

    1. That's an interesting observation. I hadn't thought of it that way!