Thank you guys for these questions. Feel free to keep them coming.
A two part question for you or both of you if H wants to respond.
two years into this new dynamic in your relationship did you think you
would be where you are now? And secondly where do you see yourself in
another two years?
Given that I was really just learning about the lifestyle, I don't think I knew enough when we started to create a vision. I didn't really think in terms of where the road would lead, just that He was setting the pace and direction. Unfortunately, the one thing I was sure of...is that I would fail. Not just in the little things. I really believed that I would fail completely and want out of the dynamic all together. So in that respect, we are not at all where I thought we would be. And not that our dynamic is easy to maintain at all and I do fail at times, but I am surprised by how it's fallen into place for us and feels so natural.
It's hard to say where we will be in two years. The constraints of still having kids in the house certainly keeps things from extending too far past our current existence. I would love to be able to meet the right woman and develop a relationship, possibly introducing her into our relationship in some fashion. I don't know how serious Heron is but he has mentioned in passing about the possibility of training another sub and I would be lying if I didn't admit that the idea of it intrigues me and turns me on. But I think we are far from making something like that happen. I'm sure he would love to explore other aspects of sharing me but all of these types of things just boil down to right time, right place, and right person. And I think we both OK with it happening or not happening.
From Sub Hub in Phoenix:
Who are the people in your regular life (outside bloggland) that know
the intimate details of your relationship with your husband? Do you
play with others, and if so who and in what capacity.
Well, I have had the opportunity to attend some local events and meet some people within the lifestyle so they know about our dynamic. Heron's good friend knows and participated in a scene with us. I wrote about that a little while back. And I've mentioned that our 18 year old is becoming privy to some of our kinkery and has an idea that our marriage may have some power exchange but obviously doesn't know the extent or details. Outside of that, no one in our vanilla world knows.
We have not played with others, unless you count the experience with Heron's friend. I guess one of the big limiting factors in this regard is that while I have attended some local events, we are just not really involved in the community on a regular basis. As I said in my answer to DtBHC, I'm sure this is an area Heron would want to explore further. However, His interest lies mostly in my servicing or being used by others. There are a couple different scenarios that particularly interest Him but those are big steps...steps that He considers very seriously. So, that is something He may choose to explore if and when an opportunity presents itself, but only if the timing and situation is absolutely right.