Seems a topic that has come up in a couple of blogs that I have read lately is the idea of introducing another person into the dynamic (specifically speaking...a girl/girl encounter). I've also spent some time recently talking with a FL friend about this...quizzing her about some of her new experiences and discussing some of the questions I have.
I suppose everyone has differing opinions and their own reasons for doing it or not doing it, whichever the case may be. For us, going down this road would certainly push my boundaries and take me out of my comfort zone, but more than anything, it's about Daddy encouraging me to do something that I have fantasized about for a long time.
Now, I would be lying if I said that the idea of it didn't turn Him on as well. I mean what guy isn't excited about a little girl/girl action? But He doesn't really feel the need to participate or even watch, at least not in the beginning. He wants me to have an opportunity to explore and become comfortable without the added pressure of Him being involved.
And I could be wrong, but I don't get the feeling that this is one of those issues He wants to force. Of course, He knows I would submit to whatever He desired. But it feels more like He's just gently leading me there, which I appreciate because it's allowing me to work through my own fears and to develop my own interest and desire for it.
Overall, do I feel that having this experience is necessary for mine or His happiness? Not at all. I wouldn't go through life feeling like I had missed out on something if the opportunity just didn't present itself.
So, while this experience would fulfill of fantasy we both share, ultimately the physical pleasures would be for my enjoyment. At least I assume I would enjoy it, but honestly, I have no way of knowing. I just know the idea of it turns me on. And seeing it turns me on. So, I suspect I would be just fine as long as it was the right person and situation. But I know without a doubt, if left to my own devices, I would never have the courage or initiative to pursue it on my own.
Perhaps you remember my talking about "story time" and how uncomfortable it makes me. I find it really difficult to come up with new and different scenarios.
Well, Daddy decided to help out this past week by providing me a set of pictures, 55 pictures to be exact, all downloaded in a file on my flash drive. He explained that the order and details in the images were very important as they would set the scene and tone of the story, as well as create a loose story line for me to develop and follow.
His goal was to lead me down a path. And as long as I stayed on point, his path would help me create the type of story He wanted to hear. And I'm thinking now...maybe open my mind to some things in the process.
So what were these pictures, you ask?
The general theme was a woman being dominated and used by a group of women, in all various, sorted ways. Whew...none of my stories had ever gone down that path before. Dominated by and servicing a group of men...sure. But not women. Those were always images safer tucked in the darkest recesses of my mind.
This was certainly no easy task but I have to admit, it must have touched on some kind of nerve because certain parts of me enjoyed writing the story way too much.
Obviously, I have no direct experience with women so I also had to do some reading of other fantasy stories to draw inspiration. Between the reading and the writing, I was a horny little mess and beyond grateful when He suggested that I relieve some pressure.
It did take several days to complete and I even had to request permission for a little more time, but the end product was a 5 page story. And I'm not talking double spaced pages either!
In my opinion, the story itself was probably better than the delivery because the vocalization of it all still feels awkward.
But afterwards, Daddy told me that I will have an opportunity for plenty of practice since He was already working on pictures for Chapter 2! sigh
So if go MIA from my blog for days at a time in the near future, it just might be because I am writing another chapter!