Honestly, I don't even know where this post should start.
I have wanted to blog, but quite honestly, things have not only been extremely busy in the vanilla side of life but in other aspects of my life as well. Changes have been rapidly happening and there have been some twists and turns I didn't really see coming.
People within the lifestyle tend to use the word "play". Heron and I talked about this concept yesterday and He firmly believes there is no play in what we do, particularly when it comes to others being involved. I have come to respect and greatly understand His point of view. We are all real people, with real emotions that can get caught up in the mix.
It's very tricky terrain to navigate, particularly when not having driven on this road before.
Things have escalated pretty quickly and I've had some very amazing experiences, many "firsts", but I do not have a single regret. Not only have I now experienced my first complete sexual encounter with a woman, but it was also within the framework of a threesome. For those of you wondering, the third was not Heron. It was Chrysalis's husband.
I was given to the both of them under the fabric of Heron's control, with an abundance of communication between the three of them in regards to expectations and limits. I cannot stress how much communication this whole process is requiring for all of us, both before but then mostly after.
Another development in all of this...Heron and Chrysalis are working together and it seems that she is slowly but surely taking an authoritative role with me. This has been both fun and challenging. I realize it's going to be quite interesting to learn how to balance my submission to both of them.
Where is all of this going?
We can only take it one day at a time and embrace each adventure as it comes.
So...have I just blown your mind? It sure has blown mine...in a good way of course:)
I'm grateful to Heron for encouraging me in subtle, and sometimes
not so subtle, ways to embrace my deepest desires and fantasies. His expectations of me have prepared me well.
And for those of you wondering...yes, experiencing a threesome and having sex with a woman was everything I hoped it would be and maybe even more!!