Your hand grabs firmly around my throat.
So possessive and intoxicating.
Your voice tells me not a sound should escape my lips.
So powerful and seductive.
In the silence, the beast takes what is His.
In the silence, my body is on fire, but without a voice, how can I seek permission?
Your needs and desires...that's my purpose.
So I submit to this fate.
Your voice then commands me to let go, still not a sound should escape my lips.
In the silence, every touch is like electricity moving between us.
In the silence, I can only scream inside my own head as you extinguish the flames that consume me.
continued from Just the Two of Us
Tuesday, August 5, 2014
Monday, August 4, 2014
Bittersweet
Sorry for the completely vanilla post but today was such an emotional day for me. Today was the beginning of yet another school year and were milestone days for each of my girls.
The oldest...well it was the first day of her senior year. It seems like just a few months ago, she was my little baby. Daddy and I ask each other all the time "how is it that she is SO grown up?". And she looked so pretty this morning! I complimented her and asked "why are you so dressed up?". She said "well mom, today is my last first day of school and I wanted to look nice". All through the day, I thought about what she said and kept getting choked up. Darn it...I'm even doing it now just trying to write this post.
The youngest (my little hot-headed fashionista that thinks I am a complete embarrassment to all man-kind)...this was her last first day of elementary school. I feels like my heart is completely breaking as I watch her childhood, and all it's sweet innocence, slipping right through my fingers.
I'm not a perfect mother, not even close, but I know how much I love them and I can only hope one day they understand just how proud they made me each and every day.
The oldest...well it was the first day of her senior year. It seems like just a few months ago, she was my little baby. Daddy and I ask each other all the time "how is it that she is SO grown up?". And she looked so pretty this morning! I complimented her and asked "why are you so dressed up?". She said "well mom, today is my last first day of school and I wanted to look nice". All through the day, I thought about what she said and kept getting choked up. Darn it...I'm even doing it now just trying to write this post.
The youngest (my little hot-headed fashionista that thinks I am a complete embarrassment to all man-kind)...this was her last first day of elementary school. I feels like my heart is completely breaking as I watch her childhood, and all it's sweet innocence, slipping right through my fingers.
I'm not a perfect mother, not even close, but I know how much I love them and I can only hope one day they understand just how proud they made me each and every day.
Sunday, August 3, 2014
Hidden Treasures
Today was another beautiful day on the lake. Daddy caught plenty of fish and well...I just sat around in another one of my bikinis, eating like I had a tapeworm. I don't know what it is about being out there, maybe it's the fresh air that makes me so hungry but I just can't help myself.
This is becoming quite a regular habit on the weekends for us I suppose. We enjoy it though. Time spent in the peace and quiet is priceless.
Today we went up into the mouth of a certain river and stumbled upon an amazing old looking dredge. I was thinking...that would make a great photo backdrop and before the words came out of my mouth, He said the exact thing I was thinking. It is almost too weird how much alike we are beginning to think!
Anyways, He motored over to the dredge and nonchalantly looked around for a few minutes to make sure we were really alone. He finally pulled up beside it and I scooted off our boat, onto the dredge. Quickly, I posed for some pictures, hopped back on our boat and we went on our way.
After we got home, I was getting ready to shower and Daddy happened upon the long forgotten cane that had been tucked away in our closet. I think when I was vacuuming the other day, I must have knocked it over, so it was lying where He could see it.
You should have seen the look in His eyes and the joy in His voice. He was a like a kid that just unwrapped a Christmas present.
Today, we were up to a count of 16 in daily maintenance spankings, and I guess you can imagine what He couldn't wait to use!!
This is becoming quite a regular habit on the weekends for us I suppose. We enjoy it though. Time spent in the peace and quiet is priceless.
Today we went up into the mouth of a certain river and stumbled upon an amazing old looking dredge. I was thinking...that would make a great photo backdrop and before the words came out of my mouth, He said the exact thing I was thinking. It is almost too weird how much alike we are beginning to think!
Anyways, He motored over to the dredge and nonchalantly looked around for a few minutes to make sure we were really alone. He finally pulled up beside it and I scooted off our boat, onto the dredge. Quickly, I posed for some pictures, hopped back on our boat and we went on our way.
After we got home, I was getting ready to shower and Daddy happened upon the long forgotten cane that had been tucked away in our closet. I think when I was vacuuming the other day, I must have knocked it over, so it was lying where He could see it.
You should have seen the look in His eyes and the joy in His voice. He was a like a kid that just unwrapped a Christmas present.
Today, we were up to a count of 16 in daily maintenance spankings, and I guess you can imagine what He couldn't wait to use!!
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