Gone Fishin'...

 

Beautiful view from the boat!

Yesterday, Daddy woke me at the ungodly hour of 4:30 am for a day on the lake and river fishing with him.  Despite all my complaints about how early and dark it was, it really turned out to be a beautiful morning.  There is just something breathtaking about watching the sun rise. 

Although, I'm not much for fishing myself, I just sat back enjoying my coffee, surfing the internet on my phone, and talking with Him while He did His thing.

It started out pretty chilly but once the sun was up above us, it heated up in a hurry so I slipped out of my warm-ups and shirt, revealing the bathing suit tiny pieces of fabric I had on underneath.

Daddy recently bought me several micro-bikinis, which are really only suitable to wear somewhere we can be alone.  So, I thought what a perfect opportunity.  The small see-through triangles of black and white polka dots were slightly covering all my girlie parts, and with only a string riding up my backside, the bruises left from our play, days before, were quite obvious.  I think He approved of my choice:)

After a little while, Daddy detoured off the river proper into a very hidden and private cove, hoping to have better luck.  As He stood in the boat, casting His rod and seeming to be somewhat disinterested in whatever I was doing, He told me that I needed to take off my bathing suit.  I gladly did and for all of my inhibitions, I have come to love being naked in nature (when I know people aren't around of course).

It wasn't long after that when He caught His first one of the day and He informed me we were playing a little game. 

For every fish He caught, I had to masturbate to orgasm.  So, with one foot propped up on either side of the boat, I put on a little show for Him, even if He was only watching out of the corner of His eye.

After He caught a second fish and I enjoyed a second orgasm, He decided it was time for me to suit back up and we moved out of the cove back into the river.  Even though it was HOT as hell touching myself for Him out in the open like that, I'm certainly kind of glad it wasn't one of His most bountiful fishing trips!! That might have made for a long day without any vibrators or other helpers on board. 

Now at this point, we had been on the water for hours and hadn't passed a single person.  Then, another couple came upon us from the opposite direction and slowed down.  They asked if we had any luck and Daddy called out "two" and they gave the thumbs up. 

Well, it took a couple minutes after they had moved on before it dawned on me.  I was sitting there in a see-through bathing suit.  Oh geez...I had totally forgotten!!  No wonder they gave the thumbs up!

Is it possible that I am getting a little more comfortable with exposure? 

I doubt it but at least, in this situation, it didn't seem to bother me too much.  Maybe it does say a lot though that I wasn't consciously thinking about my suit being see-through the whole time we were out there. 

As we made our way back down the river to the lake,  I spent some time practicing my selfie picture taking skills since Daddy reminded me that I haven't been doing a very good job keeping my blog updated with pictures.  

Swim Suit Series

Swim Suit Series

 

Unintended Consequences

As I sit here today, on my very sore and bruised ass, I think back to last night standing in closet.
  
Daddy said I asked for it...yet I don't specifically remember asking for it. 

He pointed out that I had been dancing around all evening and shaking my butt all over the place.  And If I intended to entice Him, it had worked.
 
OK...so maybe I did asked for it without saying the words.

But the last thing on my mind was a spanking. Guess I had really forgotten what a good one of those was like, it's been so long.

20 objects of my choice...
10 licks with each...
200 licks total

Maybe, I ought to have been more careful with some of my choices...just saying!

It's Not Really About Humiliation

Some readers have commented or sent messages inquiring as to if or when Heron might have a contribution for this blog.

I should probably mention that He is a very private and quiet person. However, I always find, when He does speak up, His words are well thought out and very enlightening.

It took a while, but He finally took the opportunity to comment on my recent post (In)Decently Exposed. Admittedly, it really was a good one for Him to comment on given that the topic is something I struggle with greatly and I have a hard time understanding why that aspect of our dynamic is so important for Him.

For me, His perspective was extremely insightful and I thought it could really stand as it's own post. Plus, for those of you inquiring, I didn't want you to miss it.

So, I have copied and pasted His response and associated references below.

To me there is something enticing about watching your discomfort when you know you have to present yourself...your body...in a public arena.

Now you know, I would never put you in a situation that would put us in jeopardy, so it doesn't bother me that you are wearing a thin t-shirt that displays your delicious assets!

I get that most women are not in the least bit turned on by humiliation Women are constantly faced with cat-calls, whistles, wandering eyes, accidental touches, etc.
I think it is important to understand that it is not your humiliation that I crave.

The distinction lies in the definition of what is happening to you. It is not your humiliation that either of us respond to. Rather, it is your embarrassment. When you have on skin tight clothes that are showing glimpses of the treats underneath, it embarrasses you. Your embarrassment and the fact that I am taking you out of your comfort zone entices me! (Does it entice you? We both know the answer to that. Don't we pet?).

Warren and Warren (2008) noted that humiliation makes the recipient feel less valued, less treasured and bad about the self-image. Showing off your body may be embarrassing, but it is because you have a great body that I acknowledge it and show it off. In turn, that should bring you a greater sense of self-worth (Warren & Warren, 2008).

This should happen for two reasons. First, despite your fears, you overcome your hesitation and doubt and successfully accomplish the task presented to you. The other reason, is that you have pleased your master.

It is for those very reasons that I will continue to see just how far down the rabbit hole you are willing to go.

Love you my pet!

Warren, J., & Warren, L. (2008). The loving dominant (3rd ed.). Oakland, CA: Greenery Press.



By the way, He also requested that I add a picture of the shirt in question to the His collection of  favorite Pics.