Friday, September 20, 2013
Don't Make a Mountain Out of a Mole Hill
Now that I have recovered from my overabundance of self-induced bliss last night, there is one thing that stands out most to me when I reflect on my conversation with Master yesterday.
The conversation went something like this...
Me: I feel like I am doing everything that I am supposed to do but I don't see that any of my needs are being met. I know...I know...not one of my finer submissive moments
Master: Are you sure about that?
Me: What do you mean?
Master: Are you sure that you are doing everything possible?
Me: (Now in a puddle of tears) Why would you say that? What am I not doing?
Master: I didn't say that there is anything that you are or aren't doing. Don't over analyze what I just said.
Me: Well, what am I suppose to think that meant?
Master: What I am trying to say is don't make a mountain out of a mole hill. Just evaluate yourself as I am evaluating myself as your Master.
Being the perfectionist that I am, these words crushed me. But once I stepped back and thought about it, I am not perfect in anything, not even my submission.
Isn't there always room for improvement? Hmmm....definitely gave me something to ponder on.