Sunday, September 29, 2013
Well, I gave it my best but fell short by 9.
Today...it was just not happening. For one, we were busy taking care stuff around the house. But mainly, I was so exhausted and sore from overdosing on orgasms yesterday, I could have cared less about another single one today. Pretty much most of the day...not a tingle...nothing...nada!
After we got home from errands and before we started cooking dinner, He took me upstairs and used my mouth and ass for His own pleasure. It wasn't until He got what He needed and left me wanting that little miss puss decided to wake up and want some for herself. Again, Mr. Hitachi saved the day and helped me take care of business twice. But these were the only two and then she went back into hibernation.
Admitting that I cannot do something is absolutely the worse for me and as much as I hated to do it, I finally admitted that He was right all along. I told Him there was no way I could get to 50 before the end of today. He asked if I could accept that and I wholeheartedly accepted my defeat, fully expecting some form of horrible punishment.
I didn't know whether to laugh or cry when He explained that there was no punishment for failure in this. He only intended it to be a challenge!
For once though, I am not beating myself up for failure. I know I gave it my all and that's all I can do!